i was pissed off upon waking up this morning because i still feel sleepy and tired but i need to go to work…

i was pissed off with the heavy downpour…it was almost raining the whole day…i think i’ll going to be sick

i was pissed off because i wasn’t able to reach my expected work load…

i was pissed off because my stress hormones were at their peak a while ago…and im getting badly depressed

i got pissed off while playing dota…

and now…

i am pissed off because i can’t write what i should supposedly write…

I was invited by my officemate yesterday to join their climb on Mt. Tayak in Rizal, Laguna tomorrow. I said yes instantly upon hearing the invitation thinking that this is going to be 100% fun. However i realized that i never did any mountain climbing before and i am completely unprepared. I don’t even have my own backpack. So i backed out afterwards. But in the end, i decided to give it a try because a part of me says that its worth it and with the convincing power of my other officemate who is a girl, i didn’t had much choice…I hope i made the right decision…Mt. Tayak, here i come!!!!

It’s Friday again. The last day of work for this week and that would mean its gimmick and party time. I’m planning to watch a movie tonight however i remembered that tonight at exactly 8:08pm is the opening of one the most awaited event of the year – the Beijing Olympics. I’m very excited to see the ceremony and i expect a grandiose and spectacular presentation. So i’ll move my movie sched for tomorrow instead.

For a change, I decided not to do my usual routine of playing computer games after work until midnight. Instead, i went shopping…i mean strolling at the mall because i haven’t bought anything except for the recipes for my impromptu tuna salad.

I went back to our apartment afterwards and did a few minutes of cardio, some push-ups and sit-ups, and more cardio. Then i prepared my salad which consists of a can of tuna, lettuce, tomatoes and cheese. After which i took a few pictures of my masterpiece and nibbled it all as if there’s no tomorrow while watching a reality comedy show that i didn’t find funny at all with my girl housemate . It was no big deal. Nothing special. But somehow i appreciate and enjoyed these simple and tiny moments where i really felt alive…and breathing

“Impromptu Salad” 08/06/2008

Just a thought. I’m turning 24 by november yet im still loveless. In fact i’ve been loveless all my life. Is there such a thing as the right person at the right time and at the right place? Or am i simply waiting in vain? I wish that the right person comes sooner in my life or else i might be loveless forever. Just a thought.

“Soliloquy” Bacolod-Silay Airport

I dreamed last night that i missed my train and was late for work. Ok. When i woke up this morning and to my disappointment, i was indeed late. I rushed things up – ate my breakfast, took a bath, put my clothes on, etc…The usual ran-and-catch-my-breath-because-i’m-late scene. Oh well the tides have changed when i was already inside the train. There’s this cute person beside me and i can’t help myself but to flirt. Sorry but i can’t give details on this one (hahaha). All i can say was that it was really fun and was really very exciting that I even forgot the fact that i was already late. All the stress were gone and i’m back on track. That would be all

It has been raining hard since yesterday afternoon. I bought my fourth black umbrella today. Aiming for a record in guiness book? Let’s see

Lately my brain’s a bit going dull. No new information coming in. So today i made a resolution to myself to read any technical books/notes/articles at least 1 hour a day. Target hour is between 5-6 in the afternoon before leaving the office. That would be it.

“Old Books”  – Taken at my room

I volunteered myself to clean the two comfort rooms of our apartment. I can’t stand the stinky and gruesome look of it anymore.

I was summoned during lunchtime by my boss together with another person whom i guess is also one of the company’s superiors. My boss started talking about how my fellow officemates had bonded for almost two years already and that the trust is already there. Then the topic moved on with an issue – the external hard disk drive of one of my officemates was stolen last week and it so happened that this officemate of mine was seated just behind my back. Then the topic went on with lst Friday’s investigation. Their findings was that my PC contains some of the files that were on that external hard disk drive. At that point, i’m starting to understand why i was summoned.

I was the alleged supect.

Getting that idea suddenly made me feel terribly bad. I have done nothing wrong and God knows that. However, on the proceeding conversation it seemed like they were insisting that i did stole that thing. They were somehow threatening me to admit the thing that i didn’t commit. Well, i won’t because i didn’t do it.

About the files that were found on my PC, perhaps those were the files that i copied from our shared network. They were mp3’s and other media files. I hope that this are not sufficient evidences to prove me guilty of committing an offense that i didn’t commit.

Perhaps this is the meanest thing that had happen to me…